I tried to unleash all the creativity I had, squeezing my brain juices dry to think of a design that'd hopefully make me feel like it's worthwhile, that I've made the right choice and that life can go on.
But there it was, the fact that I am simply not good enough, glaring back at me, ridiculing me, making feel worse than I already had been.
This is just too difficult. I can't do it.
I just can't.
And you? Condemning our work doesn't make you look good
one bit, don't you get it? Does it give you great pride and satisfaction to crush our efforts?
I'm sick and tired of everything. Everything.
Cheers!
11:46 PM